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Random Tears - Borderline Fears

Verse One of Three

And so there they were, randomly crying, or at least not random to them, but randomly occurring, as if by chance, when they were least-expecting-it.

So why were they randomly crying?

Something, someone, someway, somehow, the plug had been pulled, and so drained their family, so drained their friends, so drained their dignity, down the flume sends, an abandoned calamity, only the cycle never ends!

Verse Two of Three

Were they not lost they might still feel empty.

What was once a turmoil place, bustling and vibrantly-chaotic, so much so that if this place were a person they would know their face by name, yet now became, sharp echoing holds to a place they belonged in vain.

Gone from themselves, fleeing from a fear of abandonment, a fanatical self sabotage, an emotional discharge, an identity mirage - crashed but not gone tomorrow, perhaps today’s sorrow, only to feel solo would be better than this FOMO, it’s easy to say they had nowhere to go when their heart had sank so low.

Verse Three of Three

So there for you see, the last time they randomly cried can not be understood within reason, but through awareness.

Not within stigma, but respected through communication, and that perhaps someone’s quiet demeanour may always be a bluff, perhaps found in isolation, disintegrated between the borders of rough and tough.

So imagine! Someone you love, someone you know, the struggle they will never show, and so forgive me so, it seems unreal to say; that often they feel like they are dying, perhaps only crying, trying to understand such emptiness, only more complicated when viewed as a brand, scared now they buried their dysfunction with their head in the sand.

Yet it was here in this silent moment, with their head between the sky and the land, when they began randomly crying, as here in the silence they realised they need not understand.

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